Old Patterns Are Hard To Break
How strong would your faith in God be if…
- You had seen a burning bush that was not consumed?
- God had used you as His instrument to bring plague after plague on a nation?
- You had been used by God to part the Red Sea?
- You had watched those same parted waters close on an entire army and drown every one of them?
I would think pretty strong, wouldn’t you? But old patterns are hard to break.
The nation of Israel began to complain to Moses about everything. (Numbers 11:1ff) Moses has seen the power of God demonstrated in so many ways, yet he is now just frustrated. So Moses decides to have a pity party. The result of a pity party is a “woe is me” attitude. Listen and see if anything sounds familiar.
“Moses heard all the families standing in front of their tents weeping, and the LORD became extremely angry. Moses was also very aggravated. And Moses said to the LORD, "Why are you treating me, your servant, so miserably? What did I do to deserve the burden of a people like this? Are they my children? Am I their father? Is that why you have told me to carry them in my arms--like a nurse carries a baby--to the land you swore to give their ancestors? Where am I supposed to get meat for all these people? They keep complaining and saying, `Give us meat!' I can't carry all these people by myself! The load is far too heavy! I'd rather you killed me than treat me like this. Please spare me this misery!" (Vs. 11-14).
When we are tired, frustrated and just plain worn out it is easy to forget; forget all that God has done for and through us. Our faith, that once was so strong, can become as weak as a new born Christian. It can cause us to focus our attention on ourselves. It can even cause us to doubt God’s ability. When God tells Moses that he will feed all the people with meat for a month; in fact so much meat that they will be sick of eating it, Moses’ reply to God is filled with even more doubt. “But Moses said, "There are 600,000 foot soldiers here with me, and yet you promise them meat for a whole month! Even if we butchered all our flocks and herds, would that satisfy them? Even if we caught all the fish in the sea, would that be enough?" (Vs. 21,22).
God responds to Moses with a question that we should ask ourselves when faced with little faith and doubt. “Then the LORD said to Moses, "Is there any limit to my power?.” (V.23a).
Here are some more questions that I find helpful when faced with doubts and fears. Is God aware of my situation? Is there anything that happens to me that escapes His notice? Is there anything that does not pass through His will before it reaches me? Does the Father who allowed His Son to die on a cross for me, not care for me? Old patterns are hard to break not only for Moses, but for me too!
Forgive me Father when I in doubt question your power. You, oh God, who speak to us daily through your Word, your creation and your Spirit, and show your love for us in so many ways.











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